How about next time you buy me cup of coffee and toast you remind me that I now owe you my soul

I learned quite about about my "friend" so I say this let it be. Don't kick the dead horse cause its not going to randomly to get up off the ground and spout off the entire script to Waking Life in Swahili. It's just going to lay there and your foot is going to hurt. The relationship is dead and you have pretty much seen to that. Aren't you proud? you were able to try and use your philosophical bullshit idea of the kings English to tell someone who came to full realization that you in fact are not a friend. Your not going to change her thought process (with a letter that pretty much was written to hold everything that you have done for her as a friend over her head) with that you sealed your fate. When you do something for a friend you do it because you are their friend. Not so that in the future you can feel like they owe you something for you gracing us with your presence. I would have to say that with everything I do for my FRIEND(s) I do because I expect no reward, treat, or compensation for my time spent. I don't owe you anything and I hope that you realize that the people you encounter in your life, that are your friends, are not some how indebted to you for being a friend to you.



o yeah just in case you have yet to figure this out you might want to talk to me sometime if you hope to have somewhat of relationship with me. I've been your friend since we were both dorks who liked anime in the seventh grade, and never have I wanted or asked for compensation other than having someone there drinking a beer with me while we try to figure out how to fix the car for the time we spent together. I would have to say time spent with someone is more valuable than those expensive pieces of shit that in 3 years will be obsolete. Having the most kick ass, jaw dropping, button pressing, tendinitis giving, 4 player video game isn't so great if you don't have some friends there to play it with.



People aren't your toys didn't your mother teach you that? You shouldn't be manipulating them like puppets.

Maybe once or twice in my life have I been as disgusted as I was when I read your letter. I wanted to vomit then go out and kill every puppy and baby critter at a animal shelter. Dude that was low, very low.

unpleasant weather

48 Days and counting. 24 more days till I am unemployed. 6 more days to get holiday shopping done. I am totally a keeper.
I would have to say I pretty much cant wait to leave this town to be poor for the next 10 months. Every day Ive been getting more and more amped to go and start this adventure in Americorps:NCCC in Denver.

So when I leave I pretty much have to ditch my car for 10 months. All that I'll be able to use for transportation is my trusty bici. Which of course Ive been trying to ride as much as I can so I can get used to not having a warm anything while getting around town. Damn this weather.

On another note my immediate friends are at each others throats. I really should try and talk to them sometime about things, and tell them how I feel.

O well its 3 in the freaking morning now... maybe I should try sleeping again.